bridgeway center
Doctor: Salzberg
Unprofessional
Hospital Complaint About: Bridgeway Center - Salzberg
Author: Carolyn Christianson
Hospital Service: Hospital Staff Unprofessional
Occur date: May 14 2010
Post date: May 19 2010, 08:25:03 PM
Doctor Complaint: Salzberg - Bridgeway Center
My name is Carolyn M christianson,
I was sent to bridgeway mental ward
because I cut my arm open and had to
be go to Bridgeway mental ward because
Lake View had no beds. My stay at Bridge
way mental ward was the worse unprofessional
mental ward I have ever ben in. This is what
happen at my stay at bridgeway mental ward.
The morning staff name Justin was talking to me about
I how I should not cut my arm and kept talking to me about it
were I felt he was judging me because I am A self mutilation
person.One of the patient there saw what he was doing and
interrupt him.I was glad she did because he was making me mad.
Justin thinks he knows everything and he antagonize people.
I have A.D.H.D. and O.C.D. along with mildly retarded which I
was tested by A doctor for mildly retarded at age 15 by A IQ test.
I thought I was there to talk about my problems so I talk to staff
and other patients there about my husband and what he put
me threw. The staff there was talking about what was going on
in her life and what she went threw. Which is totally unpressional.
Because when I was in the mental ward in CA. A man staff there
was dress all in white and had A white doctor coat and I was there for
self mutilation. Will he was talking to me in my room I ask him
have he ben threw what I have ben threw? He told me it is
against the rules and guidelines for staff to talk about
there lives or what thay ben threw. Not only that I am here
to help you not to talk about me. But I can say no I have
not ben threw what you ben threw and I am sorry you had to
go threw that. See I am from CA. and CA. mental ward staff there
were white doctor coats and some dress all in white. They take
there job very seriously. Some do were street clothing but you will
see staff wearing all white or A white doctor coats or both.
I am use to dealing with professional people.Not staff that git
there license from A cracker Jack box. If you feel you
need to be restrain to calm down thay will do that for you.
The staff there no it is hard for me to communicate with them what
is going on with me. Thay had me draw out my feelings down on paper and
then take it to my dr. and have my dr. talk to me about my art work
and how it makes me feel. I thought I could do the same thing at
this Bridgeway center mental ward but I was rong.
I dew out my feelings on paper how I was feeling and I left
it there hopeing the morning Justin will read it and take it to my
dr. Salzberg I left it there for A cry for help. I don't like asking for help.
Because I feel weak so I left my art work there for cry for help.
Will my art work was gone and so was the coloring book that was there
for the patients. It was not taken to my dr.Salzberg and my dr.Salzberg did not ask me about my art work. So as that being said this is what really piss me
off. The night Justin was VERY perofessional he understand mental
retarted people like me he new why I was slaming my head aginst the wall
he even gave me A pill for exiadey becuse I ran out of my Luvox and my
dr. had to order that in. That night the lady staff call the dr. to see
what he could give me to help me to calm down so I stop banging
my head on the wall. Will the dr. she call told them to give me Ativan
witch is to help you to calme down. I ask the lady staff what dr.
prscribed me this medason she said the dr. I have been seeing here
witch is dr.Salzberg. I told dr. Salzberg Adavan makes me angrey,mean
and violent.I told him this when I friest ment him for the very frist time. I took Ativan at Lack View and when I wack up in the morning I feel angrey,mean and violent were it makes me go off and hurt
others.I was so much in A rage I was grawling at Juston and the other
man staff that was there.Juston said to me I see your trying to smaile
my chawawa can grow better than you can. Don't be growling at me.
Is that all you got? He was standing there intaganising me behind
the staff office glass. So I let him have it I whent at him like I
was bitting him just like A werewolf would had done my claws were out.
and I was atacking him on the out side of the glass he was in the staff office with glass all around to keep the staff safe so thay don't git hurt.That was very Unprofessional on his part you don't ever intaganise
other mental ill people becuse your just asking to git hurt.This is
why my werewolf came out that day and what happen when
I took this pill Ativan becase I did not recanize the color
of the pill. This was A little white pill and the one at Lack View was
A little brown pill. So I thont it was A off bran and just maybe I will
have A defrent efect on me. That night I took this little white pill
Ativan and it did work I was calm and were I could sleep. But the next
morning I got up out of bed my hart was puping like it was going to come
out of my chest my hands and lags were shaking. I feelt very angrey and
rage were I just want to throw somthing. I new what had happen it was the Ativan pill thay gave me becuse it was the same reashon I had at
Lack View mental ward. I was going up and down the hall with my teeth out my claws out becuse I am A werewolf pysic vanpier. I was growling at the staff. I did not hurt no one or said eneything to no one. I was just going up and down the halls. Now the morning Juston ask me what was rong I moved my finger side to side and told him not right now.
I new if I stared talking to him I would go off and I would start throw
stuff. So I kept to my slef. Now at the same time there was A black man
that came out of his room and fell down on the floor and was pucking.
My dr.Salzberg and other staff and the peramedics. I saw my dr. but said
nothing to him becuse I new I would start going off on him.
I let the staff and my dr. Salzberg alone so thay can help that man.
I still kept going up and down the hall in werewolf mode. I was haveing
A hard time controlling my self as my hart was pouning so fast it felt like my hart was going to burst open.It came time to see my dr.Salzberg
When I got in the room my dr. was at the head of the table and 2 lady staff on the side of the table. My dr Salzberg ask me how was I doing today. I sat down and puch the box of cleniks in frount of me were it hit the one lady cup of coffee. I told him I am very angrey,mad and in A
rage. I am A werewolf mode and it is becuse the midason Adavan you gave
me made me this way.It puting A cemacoll in my brain that makes me
mean,angrey and very vilont. It is all your fallt you filld me! as my
dr. you filld me! I told you what Adivan dose to me and how it makes me
mean and violet but you did not leson to me now look at me!
The lady on the right side of me said when was it perscribed to you?
I said last night. She said will it was not your dr. it was the on
call dr is the one that gave it to you. So you don't need to be yelling
and hallowing at him. And my dr.Salzberg said I did not give it to you it wants me. He was tilling me that and moveing his body from side to side. I said will if that is the case then what he should of done is call the on call dr. and till him I am A pashont here and give him my name and till him Ativan makes her mean angrey and violent can you
please give her somthing else? There for he fill me as my dr.
he fill me! he is spost to be there for me! he is spost to help me!
now look at me! my teeth are out my claws are out! I pick up the chair
I was seting in and throw it on the floor I thin started to hit the
walls with my fist. The lady ask me what is that going to do for you?
I told her not A dame thing. Then the other lady on the left hand
side ask me will if you new what Anavan does to you why did you take it?
I told her becuse I new it was Adavan but the color of the pill throw
me off gard. My dr.Salzberg ask me what color was it? I told him it
was A little white pill and the other Adavan I took at Lake View was A
little brown pill and I thont it was A off bran and I would have A defrent side efect. I was rong! I I want to leve right now! not from
her but out that fucking door! I won't out of this fucking room!
The lady on the right side of me said I can go the door is unlookt.
I open the door and thin slamed it as hard as I could. If I did that
in CA. mental ward thay would had me pick up that chair befor I ever left the room. Then I would had been tie down to the bed with A shot
of thorazen in my but to calme me down.I whent to the hall and then
back into my room I was banging on the wall with my foot as hard as I
could out of anger and rage becuse of the pill thay gave me last night.
The lady staff came to my room and ask me to stop but I did not. Then
the morning Justin came by my room to see if I was banging my head he
said nothing to me. Then the lady and Juston came to my room stood
there and left. If I was doing that at CA. mental ward I would have
been strap down to my bed with A shot of thorazen in my ass!
I look out side my door and there were 2 cops at the nurses stashon
I did not think there were for me. Next thing I heard A pashont saying
about the morning Juston this mother fucking trying to git people
arested up in here! Juston told her you don't no what is going on
and to mind your own bussness. Next thing I new I had 2 cops at my
bed room door one white lady and one white man. The lady cop
ask me to stop banging my foot on the wall.I did not lesson to her.
Then the lady cop whent to one of the staff and then came back to my
door way and said can you please stop banging your foot on the wall for me? I stop banging my foot on the wall. She then ask the staff what was rong with me is she persest or something? is she on some kind of street drug? Then Juston came by and said no she saying she is midley retarted
and playing it off very will. The lady cop then ask me to set down
on the floor so I sat on the floor. Then the cop told me there her to
have me removed from there fselatey. I was like want Juston was tilling
the cops how thay ask me to leve and I would not leve so thay call them.
I did not even no I was descharged I did not no it was ok for me to go.
Thay did not till me A dame thing. But if thay want me out of here but
all means I will pack up all my sheet! the lady cop ask Juston to help
me pack up my stuff. Then the male cop said do you want us to drop her off at the liberey or at Wal-mart and have her rid pick her up there that was after I told them I live in Cantoment. Then the cops or tilling me if thay drop me off A libery or at wal-mart please don't
go off and be destrutof. I told her ow so your just going to drop
me off some were and be done with me so that it is the way it is going
to be and put me in harms way! then the 2 cops whent and work it out
were thay git me A gray hound ticket home. I thin got all my stuff from
my room and whanting for my other stuff that was lock up. I ask Juston were is the rest of my stuff. He said thay are gitting it for you. Then Juston told the 2 cops how I would not take none of my medason. I told
Juston that is A fucking lie why are you lieing on me! the male cop said
hould on I am going to ask this lady staff here and git it all work
out for you. The mail cop ask the lady staff did she take her medason
when ask? the lady look into her book and said yes. Thin I said see I
told you so! then I saw my dr.Salzberg and gave him A relly mean angrey look he new he should not have let me go the way I was in. Even Juston him self told the cop to stay with me till I got on the bus becuse if
he don't I will go look for glass or razer blad to cut my self with. He
has been working in this feeld for A long time and I no what she is going to do I seen happen so meany times. My dr. Salzberg and Juston new
thay should not had let me go thay should had keept me.
But insted of taking the responsbilatey for what thay did to me by
giveing me that pill Adavan thay just kick me out the door so
thay did not have to deal with me. In Ca mental ward thay would have
put duck tape on my mouth so I could not bite them or had someone holding my head and tie me down to the bed and put A shot of thorazen in
my but. Or give me A shot first then tie me down to the bed.
The relly sad thing is all I need was someone to git me on the
floor and rock me with one hand over my eyes one hand across my chest
to hold me down and one lag over both of my lags and rock me side to side and say shshshshsh and along with soft word and tilling me
your ok no one here is going to hurt you. All thay had to say was
Carolyn please don't bite me it is not nice to bite so please don't
bite me and I would had not bite that person who was trying to help
me and to git me on the floor. Juston befor all this happen ask me
to fill out some paper work I told him I am mildy retarted and I need help filling it out. He told me he would help me or git someone to help
me fill it out. The next day he ask me to fill out the paper work agin
and I ask him can you please help me fill it out. He told me no he told
me to do it my self. He said I am smart and I just don't give my slef
credit. I told him you don't no me and I no what I am caple of doing and not capable of doing. I put the paper work on the table thin puch
it away from me. I have A hard time understanding ? and I don't
now how to ansser ? thay are asking me. If he was not going to help me
thin he should of told me sorry I can't help you just do the best you
can. I would not have been so mad. If I had others doing paper work at
the same time I was I could had ask someone for help and when I was
in werewolf mode he had other pashonts filling it out but at that
time I way out of controll and there was no way I could set down and fill that paper work out. Eny was the lady cop ask me if I wanted
to go with her or with the mail cop. I told her I won't to go with him.
The reson was I new there was no way that lady cop could controll me
in werewolf mode and I did not want to put her in that spot. So the
big lage man white cop had me go with him in his car.I ask the man cop
why is it that Juston does not belive me I am mildy retarted it is becuase he thinks mildy retarted people are dum and stupped or something? He told me he could not anser me becuse I don't no the
anser to that qushton. When he got me to the gray hound he gave me 4 quarters so I could call my ride. At the bridgeway mental ward staff told me thay call my ride but no one was home so thay left A message on my friends phone so thay will be expecting me comeing on the gray hound. Will when I was at the gray hound with the man cop he told
the clerk if there is A gray hound ticket for me. There was no ticket there for me. The cop ask me for my id to give it to the gray hound lady. I gave the cop my CA id and thin took off out the door to look
for glass. My way of thinking is if no one cares about me why should I.
I found some glass put some in my poket and sat down on the grown and started cuting my right arm open. Then I put A big pice of glass in my mouth chewing on it. When people came by me I took the glass out of my
mouth so thay would not see me and call the cops on me becuse I did not
want to go back to the mental ward becuse thay don't care about people all thay care about is there pay check.I had blood going down my right
arm at A good flow I coved it up with the bange on my arm and you can see the blood comeing out of it. I got up from were I was and stared walking back to the gray hound bus stashon. The lady that work there saw me she was in her car and told me if I want to go home I better git back to that gray hound bus stashon other wize thay are not going to pay for my gray hound bus ticket home. I said ok I am on my way over there right now thin the lady took off. I got lost and could not find my way I got turn around and I was in A panick I saw A bank and whent inside the bank I told her I got lost can she please help me find the gray hound bus stashon? She pointed to me where the stop sine was and just keep going and it right by the big sine and on the other side of that sine is the gray hound bus stashon. I said thankyou and left the bank. I thin got to the gray hound bus stashon and there was A lady
seting out side the door. She told me the doors are lock up and the lady be back at 4:00 pm and did I no the cops were looking for me hot and hevey? I told her no. I then walk away from were she was at and sat down were she could not see me and started to cut my arm agin. If no
one cares about me why should I care and keep saying it over and over when I was cuting my arm open and then put the big pice of glass back into my mouth. I don't care if I am dead or alive it just don't care eneymore. I can't want till I leve this crowl world so I can go home with my high power. All I wanted from this world was to be loved and to be care about but that is just to much to ask.
All my child life with my mom and stip dad was puch puch puch
go to your room git out of my hair it been that way from little kid
on up.The only one that ever showd me love and careing about me was my
grandma maxfelld. When I was A little kid my grandma alwas rock me side to side saying shshshsh and when I was banging my head and crying for
my mom when she had to go to work I was 5 at the time. She would call
me over and hand me set on her bed and then rock me from side to side tilling me every thing is going to be ok and soft words anlong with
shshshshsh your momy will be back she did not leve you she be back.
My grandma alwas did that for me when ever I was sad or up set she would alwas rock me side to side saying shshshsh it is going to be ok
When I was 15 my grandma die from bone cancer and my world came falling down and that was when I became A self mutilation person that is how I dell with my pain when I brack and can't take no more.
Bridgeway mental ward flash me back to my mom and stip dad
it is much easer to push you away than it is to dell with someone
bad behavyer. Much easer to push you away so thay don't have to dell
with you at all that is the way thay did me just kick me out the door
with no caring at all and I provet to you. The lady that work at the
gray hound bus stashon came back at 4:00 pm to open the doors for the gray hound bus stashon. The lady call Bridgeway Center Mental ward and let them no I was back. The staff put the lady on hould to see what thay want to do have someone come down to pay or pay over phone.
The lady got off the phone with Bridgeway Center Mental ward and told
me thay are sending someone down to pay for my ticket. Will I was wanting for them comeing to pay for my ticket I whent into the bathroom and started cuting agin. I clean up my bood so no one would no what I was doing in the bathroom. I thin whent out side and cut out there were no one could see me then put the big pice of glass back into my mouth.
IF NO ONE CRARE ABOUT ME WHY SHOULD I CARE OW WHY SHOULD I.
People started comeing by so I stop and then took the glass out of my mouth and whent back inside. Thin I saw thae lady that was with my dr Salzberg she had black hair and she is A white lady and she was the one that ask me if I new what the Adavan does to me why did I take it.
She look at me then turn her head and said ow my god I can read lips that is how I new what she was saying. She then look at me like she was afraid I was going to go off on her in frount of everyone. But I did not I just look at her. She thin pay for my ticket with A check and ask the lady that work there if she could give me my ticket. The lady told her I was right there why don't you give it to her. The lady from Bridgeway Center mental ward came over to me and gave me my tickit
I said thanks she said your welcome and then keept looking back at me
like I was going to fallow her out the door. I did not fallow her out the door and I did not say nothing else to her I just wach her lave out the door. When I told her thanks It was not the kind of thanks as in A nice way I said it in A mean way. Like thanks for kicking me out so you
don't have to dell with me! thanks for giving me that pill that madekes me angrey and violent thanks for the ticket! Juston told the 2 cops
befor I left the unit that once I sine and walk out that door I am no longer there responabilatey. BOY IS HE RONG ON THAT ONE
IF I WOULD HAD GONE OUT AND KILL SOMONE,KILLED MY SELF OR HURT SOMEONE AND PUT THEM IN THE HOSPITAL I WOULD HAD GONE TO JAIL BUT THE VITOMS FAMILEY COULD HAD SUE THERE ASSIS OFF OR MY MOM AND DAD AND FAMILEY IN CA. COULD HAD SUE THERE ASSIS OFF FOR GIVEING ME A PILL THAT MADE ME VIOLENT AND MEAN AND GAVE ME NOTHING TO HELP ME CALME DOWN AS MY DR. SALZBERG SHOULD OF HAD ME TAKE A PILL TO HELP RELAX ME BEFOR I EVER LEFT THERE UNIT FOR THAY WERE LOOKING AT A MANGER LAW SUIT!
If you don't bleve me ask A lawyer he would just love nothing more
to sink his or her teeth into that one and whould had done it on consinment were if you don't when thay don't git paid.
I HOPE AND PRAY THIS GITS INTO THE RIGHT HANDS SO NO ONE HAS TO BE
TRETED THE WAY I WAS TRETED. I call my friends from the gray hound and thay pick me up from the gray hound come to find out no one call my friends that I was on my way thay did not no I was even on the bus
Thay did not even no I was comeing and so call morning Juston was spost to call my friends the mail cop gave him my friends number to call my
friend to let them no I was on my way. I saw the mail cop gave my phone number to Juston and the cop told him to call my friend.
JUSTON NEVER DID CALL MY FRIEND TO LET THEM NO I WAS ON THE GRAY HOUND
BUS THAT SHOW HOW MUCH THAY RELLY CARED ABOUT ME AND MY WILL BEING!
Thankyou for reading this long complaint about what happen to me
at Bridgeway Center mental ward phone number is
(850)244-1226
My dr. Salzberg did give me A perscreshon for my Luvox so I could git it so that was nice of him
to do that for me.
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